.. And I left it there

Just the same story repeat.. Hum meets Tum, fall for her and then the sweet misery starts. Imagine a guy down on his knees offering a fresh red rose to his newly found queen. Queen.. ya that's what the gals are. May be that's Gods way to give them what the have perceivably lost in histories of atrocities. In pure economic sense its surely a matter of supply and demand. If you watch 'American Beauty', i usually remember the dialogue 'There is so much beauty in the world, i cant capture in myself..'
But sometime i feel like saying it this way.. 'There is so much scarcity of beauty in this world, so i cant manage to capture one..' Here just to add on the same applies to other side.. 'There is scarcity of smartness too..' you don't find to many guys who are smart. And fortunately unfortunately probably hum at times is on wrong side of this cutoff smartness. Atleast a read through his biography would say so..
Yet Hum is destined to fall for tum, offer her heart .. which is so easily transferable in so called information age .. unfortunately.

so here come the moment.. he falls for tum, she reject.. after all it has to be right match of beauty and smartness... but as with most matters of heart, you don't know till it happens.. so he tries again .. and again.. and again.. till the time he knows 'angoor khate hain..'
All this while, theres a tension between what heart says and what mind says. heart says .. shes the only one .. (after the last one you left of course), the mind says...'it should be merger of equals...' which it is not ...
a side has to bend on knees not only physically but symbolically too..
so starts the fight between 'she is too good' and 'may be i am too good for her'. Usually this discussion remains inconclusive and the result is driven by facts.. smartness matches beauty..
So hum leaves it there with so called 'broken heart'. Though this feeling is painful.. (and i have been luck not to have had a severe heart break till date), but as with all other thing .. world just moves on...
"Practise makes a man perfect.. and heart breaks painless..."

Its Nice ... They remembered

Birthdays come once an year and sometimes not in the very pleasants of the seasons. But what differentiates a good Birthday from a bad one..?
Hmm...
I thinks its about the small smiles you have or even the unspoken smiles your heart has when an unexpected/expected wish drops in.
I had a great time today evening... starting of with some really unbelievable unexpected surprise wishes. Unexpected because i hardly remembered that I can recieve a wish from them, though the same person were very close friends one point in time.
And then all speculations ended, had most of my study group, was really delighted with there presence. Here I would like to appolojize to my friend whoes B'Day I just forgot a couple of days back... but thanks buddies for remembering me

Study group was good, but more so my other friends.. While walking towards pool, my friend said.. our section is not happening.. may be just 4 of us turn up.. but guess what .. I think it was biggest turnout in recent time..
I bow my head to all my friends and more to that GOD who gave me such a wonderful opportunity

Thanks GOD... thanks to all my friends who made my day even before it started...