Beauty .. How Faillable

HUM:
Beauty.. something which can make you go mad
Beauty.. something which can make you forget everything else
Beauty..something which can stop your breath

Till date my belief of a first sight true love was something which could make you say
"Unse mili nazar ke mere hosh ud gaye"

But as I understand things a bit better i now understand that a bottle of vodka cannot last a life time. Towards the end one will have to mix water and be content with the dilluted effect
Beauty .. how powerful but still failable... you can find someone so angeletic (angle like) one day and next day GOD shift the angel within to the next gal...How unfair? how mean?
The important question being why is no one perfect? atleast for a life time
Means beauty should be something absolute. A person is beautiful or one is not beautiful?
I have come across personalities which quite closely match perfection but things change and unfortunately change pretty soon

There are days when after watching american beauty you beileve 'there is so much beauty in this world that I cant capture within myself'
and next day you walk up to college canteen, look at the guy whose shirt reads '99% of gals are beautiful and the rest 1% --they are in ur college'
Though I dont intend to agree with the above statement with ref to my college experience, but it does bring out the common point.. may be no body found anyone beautiful anybody that perfect state of art...

May be beauty is not the only thing that makes you fall for a life time.. for may be it make you fall that deep that its difficult to get up and rise back...
TUM:
"Aaene se ru-ba-rooo
Kee un-ho-ne guf-ta-gu
Aur samjhe saara jahan
jaise unpe ho fida

Hum muska aage chale
yakeen unko aane lage
unse oopar koi hai
woh wahan baitha khuda
woh wahan baitha khuda "

Arbit.. very arbit thoughts

HUM:
I feel likeeee shouting I feel like shrilling...suddenly since past 5 minutes I dont like life...ya i dont like it anymore....
I need someone ... someone to whom i can say all that i think all that I feel...
But u c i cant do that..i cant say to everyone each thing.. not even to GOD.Even he has some classifies my act as good and bad..
but today i feel Alas i could say to every one what i feel. Alas i could just be as straight and simple as it can get.. but i cant and neither can the world

Oh god give me the power to communicate .. to transfer my feelings.. without saying.. i dont want to act anymore.. i m what i m ... and i know i am not all that bad... just that in some cases may be i m not good enough....

To Whom so ever it might concern

The first love letter I wrote carried the subject..
“To whom so ever it may concern”
Now thats called height of flirting ....
Flirting an art to pass the time but for some the way of life. I read the other day 'Flirting is fun.. no harm is done' Would like to present in my own way like
'Flirting is fun.. no harm is done till the time anyone gets serious'
Some people seriously carry the problem of getting serious. And them the forts built in dreams drown in the flood of tears and all you can say is 'Life is tough'. My friends know me as the equation man.. The benifits should atleast be equal to cost. But here the benifits just intangible.. so guys and the gals fall for someone and in case the he/she comes to pick you up..you are lucky or else.. get up and move on.. there are many on the way to fall for.....all the best
TUM:
“Unah layi asi kee kariyee
Jo Nazar karam di pande hi nahi
Udade ne har dam ambaran te
Oh paer dharti te lande hi nahin
Oh sohne ne man-mohne ne
Mehar unha di duniya chale
Par aisi mehar da ki kariye
Jo mehar sade te paunde hi nahin

Rujhe ne har dam galan vich
jeevan diyan bhau-n-diyaan wallan vich
band akhan naal har dum veh-n-de haan
khoolan te nazar oh aaunde hi nahin
Unah layi asi kee kariyee
Jo Nazar karam di pande hi nahi

Bas Bahut hoya asi thak gaye
Asi thak gaye asi haar gaye
Unha nu asi vi bhul gaye
asi bhul gaye asi visar gaye
Ronde dil de atharuu aakhan tusi
us pase dil nu parchaunde hi nahi
Hun unha layi asi kuch nahin karna
jo nazar karam di paunde hi nahin”

LOVE TO HATE ABOUT LUV

HUM:
There are some things i life which are undesireable yet unavoidable. Such moments when you cant do anything are really pittiable, Yet they happen, happen to bring some wetness to the eyes. Like a long very good bye...
check this long-goodbye

TUM:
“LIFE ?”

Other Side of the coin

HUM:
Life is tough..at times and the worst that 'at times' is 'most of the times' when you are down..means when you are down the whole life looks a crap..the same life which was a honey darling just this morning. so what to do about it. Live by it or go up and down with the life. Indeed in some chapters of life i read its tough and in others its so good
That does add varity, excitment to life but just like the world.. i really dont like it that way.Things ought to be good and alas they are not.. alas m not perfect alas everything does not happen as i want ...
Alas I am not HAPPY!!!
Really its so simple to be happy but so difficult to be simple
Looking for the colors of life, i rubbed on the black and white canvas I had and now I cant see what colors they are.

Alas tum could answer my questions... but she is not around today....

Aye Kya Bolta Tu

HUM:   Sometime it happens, GOD does a thing and leaves you dumb stuck, with finger under your teeth. There are some fatefull moments wherein you just say to yourselves, that its good if something happens.. and He the almighty does it all. May be thats something what makes him all mighty, even though I skip the 'l' in all.
Feels like he was sitting next to me or atleast he was available there. I thought of something and it really happened,though it was kind of conflagrating in the sense now I cant make sense what He is upto. In no way I mean to say I can predict what hes gonna do most of the time, but this time it was what conventional wisdom would anyday absolutely negate.

Non believers might argue, this might be probally explainable by the chance factor.. but from where I he is just so SMART.. atleast cleverer that what I am

May be thats why he's by far my BEST GOD


So GOD wish me better luck next time..till then hats off
TUM:


GOD did it, blinked and said 'Aye Kya Bolta tu ?'
All I could say is 'Kya main Bolun.....'

To MOM With Luv

HUM: A day forgotten in such an unforgettable way. Ya It was mothers day and the best part i remembered.But as happens most of the time missed it. All well still till the time I talked to her late in the evening. That day she was a bit surprising a bit differrent. She said my sis didnt wish her.. wish her the 'mothers day' and I like a person blindfolded against a tiger just avoided reading between the lines. The worst part... didnt have words, though that happens most of the time.
Bad on my part..later I thought. After all mother is a unique gift.. and you know whats the best part 'each one of us have been given the best mom in the world'
I know I will never get a chance to say sorry to her for this .. so thought to say it to myself...
Oh mom,please know that you are loved

CORE TERM No1 @ISB

TUM:   Hey yaar theres too much to learn in term 1. I am just being bombarded with IDEAS.. dont know how to retain them. From Null Hypothesis to CLV, I cant get them all. The weirdest is the funda of scarcity in eco.
HUM:Nahin yaar its not all that tough. See Null Hypothesis is just assume the opposite of what you want and prove your assumption wrong. CLV is nothing but 'customer lifetime value'.
TUM:   Come On you have started taking the language of professors..thats not HUM-TUM standard...
HUM:OKIE Let me put it this way.. these are the things which can help HUM find the TUM. Thats what I have learnt @1st term. and you know thats the reason i study so hard..



Its almost 4k bucks
thats what I pay each day
‘Make the most out of it’,
someone sometime had to say
So I though, make each moment count
Use what I had read,
…Use what all I had found

Thought to the start with the stats,
all the way to change my life
Why not use the enlightening text,
Use it to find, just a single wife

I was too lonely, down and sad
But Null hypothesis: Initially every one is just bad
They are good, let them prove
As samples passed by and there I stood

To add to the woes,
It was marketing you See
Asked me to find … her CLV??


At last Eco, It just saved my life
Cause now scarcity is the thing that would drive
So I forgot Kotler , I forgot stine
To one I said, hey! You are mine

Once married
Accounts come handy,
I knew they would help me……till the end
Cause then it’s about
How much I could earn, & how much she can spend

So study hard my dear friend,
It can just change your life
If not good grades it can get….
It may get you …. at least a good wife …

TUM:Ha Ha ..now I understand each of them :)

JEEYEN KAISE BIN AAPKE

HUM :   There is so much too be achieved throughout the life, sometimes I do pity on myself how helpless I am. But at the same time GOD is great enough to give me a taste of most of the flavors of like. Like it is said one is Jack of all and master of none. It holds the disadvantage that you never get an excellence, but you still get to see a bit of each

I have thought of it often and the thoughts have been in conclusive, confusing rather. SO just thought to pen down what all fronts one needs to achieve something in life. What I can think of now is
1) Spiritual
2) Family Love
3) Adolosence expedites
4) The Name Fame Money Game
5) Emotional Greatness

Each of these provides an opportunity to immerse oneself in such a manner that a single life is too short. And in my case I have hip hopped from one to other. There are moments when I believed I was just made for something, but the next moment I was dipped in something else

Spirituality, so much to offer so much to explore, yet seems to bore you and unsustainable .. kind of dull when compared to brightness. But I have had experienced the moments when it shined and if you believe me, that was just im-matchable to anything living or dead

Family, what all it gives.. sometimes I feel I can never pay back. Though its generally said that you don’t need to pay back but to me that looks like unfair may be kind of cheating. So I try my best to give it the best though as I said earier.. you can be immersed in one thing, rather to be correct I cant… even though I have live examples for myself

Third and may be the most glamorous lucrative… This term encompassed everything. From the night out chats with friends, to the first infatuation. Basically going by the ‘basic instincts’ of you adolescent age..
How much fun it is …still if you spend a life doing that you are said to have wasted a life. May be the grass on other side is greener

Fourth.. the leastly most important thing in life. GOD says don’t love money, you loved one say don’t love money. Infact everyone says don’t love money. Hence I think it is only thing you love . After all the basic instinct 2 says do everything you are told not to

Last Emotinal greatness.. something very difficult to define. Something which a Hindi Movie hero often does without any punch. One you can find in Movie ‘Soldier’ (English version). Something which makes you feel great but has a great price to pay

So In the tangle of these 5, here I am lost.. finding a path for my life and the Irony… whatever path I find lead to the same destination… In the end there’s a traffic light on the crossing called the death… and the best part.. this traffic light is always RED and you have to stop :)

TUM SAYS:



Kisi ko ju-s-ta-ju hai daulaate jahan ki

Kahin Cha-hato ka pyar baar baar mile

Koi Kahe Mujhe Khuda Ki nahin hai aarzooo...

Mujh ko tu bas Ik Jhalak Mere Yaar Ki Mile...

Mujh ko tu bas Ik Jhalak Mere Yaar Ki Mile

HUM-TUM a start ..an End

Every Guy has a girl in his heart..
not literally, emotinally or spiritually ..
but thought fully..
and thats one with whom he talks all his heart ..
I have have One..and
I decide to give her a name ..
I call her Tum..
Hum Tum the perfect combo..
Hum a guy emotional yet practical and Tum Practical still emotional..
Lets see what they talk..
after all
someone someday somewhere said..

Har Kisi Ko mukamal jahan nahin milta
Kahin zameen, tu kahin aasman nahin milta
Suna hai dhoondne se mil jaata hai khuda bhi
Aur kahin…. Taa umar ek insaan nahin milta….
Taa umar ek insaan nahin milta.